Crossroads

My life, for once has come to a standstill.

i have been doing the same thing for the past two years, and theres not much guarantee that things will change ... for better or for worse ... in the next one year.

I gotta make a decision. Either go down one road and continue to do what I've been doing, earn and live comfortably and face the same question again next year, or to take the other road and switch now to something else.

Now everyone who reads this will immediately go like ... now what's so difficult in this? take the second road ... that's what we would have done.

And therein lies the nub of the entire thing. I have always been and always will be a procrastinator.
I delay things to the last microsecond, be it something as trivial as going for a haircut or something as major as visiting the doctor when I'm ill.

Oh chuck it all ... I'm tired of indecision. 'm going to sleep.
I have noticed that I never face such dilemmas in my dreams. Pretty quick and decisive o'er there. Whether it being to save the damsel from distress, or to becoming Bill Gate's son-in-law.

Sweet dreams y'all.